Thursday, February 18, 2010

Random thoughts at the End of the Day

I guess this is more for my own benefit than anything else. It was a difficult day with clients. I am so grateful for my health and that of my family but at the same time I hurt for those around me that feel so alone and hopeless about the state of their health. It is very hard to tell people day after day that they are not alone, others are in the same boat they are, and yet their paths never cross. How do you climb out of that hole of despair? How do you get your life back from illness? Oh that there were a "magic pill"! I am so fortunate to see people's lives transformed every day; yet I also watch people agonize over how to eat, what supplement to take, where to live in hopes of not being plagued by chemical sensitivities or radiation exposure. Wow!

Where would I be without God? I am so secure resting in His provision. I am not so naive as to believe that it will all roses and rainbows throughout my life, but I know He has my best in mind. When I hit that "wall" I want to remember that He is my strength. He is my fortress. I may not get the ending I want, but at least I have Him either way and at the end of the day, what else matters?! I want so badly for my clients that are hurting to have the comfort of resting in the infinite wisdom of a Heavenly Father that loves them without measure! God grant me the ability to show them Your love through my words and deeds.